I don't know what's happening to me lately. it's like I'm lucidly dreaming-dreaming of him. Whenever I think or ponder, he'll just flash into my thoughts as if lightning that strikes my mind. He can't get out of my head, time by time, I always imagined him though it's really beyond real. Is this love? I don't really know how to be in love, since I consider myself ignorant of it. Though I tried to ignore him in my mind, but he's like something else out of my control.
I know him, but I'm not pretty sure he knows me well.
You know, I really wondered If I ever cross his mind, because for me it happens all the time.
Maybe, I just admired him a lot because he's so smart and really cute. I was driven by that idea of too much admiration. I still hope that someday we can have time getting to know each other as friends...
